Hi folks,
I had to share this letter from Brenda with you. I am grateful to be a part of your lives; it is a pleasure working with you around the globe and to be present for your healing. I am consistently in wondrous awe and humbled by the presence of God in each of your lives.
Each time you heal, I feel I have been given such a gift. I am blessed to be called to do work I thoroughly enjoy, and hearing back from you just reminds my why I have been called to do what I do. So thank you, Brenda, thank you all for being open to new possibilities that allow me to bring my gift to you.
Please remember that I do not ever ask a random question of you when I am Reading you at a retreat, workshop, or private Reading. The question is specific to you and your healing; it is the blessing of my clairvoyant gift--to see your true priority.
I know my ability to see you so clearly scares some of you. But remember that I am also a no-nonsense New York trauma nurse who will always give you the respect of an honest answer, even if it is not what you were hoping to hear. And it is truth that will set you free and heal you.
But I also have a gentle bedside manner, one you may miss if you are too invested in struggling through your growth or healing, or are not open to hearing from me what you already know in your soul. I get excited when you go deep within to answer my question. You see, there’s a reason I am asking you; I know it is a priority for you. It’s my way of saying, “do I have permission to pursue this part of you that needs healing?”
When I asked Brenda why she was okay with just healing her fibromyalgia, since there were emotional wounds to heal also, she could have become defensive or rationalized a socially acceptable answer that wouldn’t fly in my energy world! But she didn’t. Instead she decided to pursue a more complete healing.
When you choose to be receptive and honest, you can discover the many possibilities that await you. --Christel
Dear Christel,
This “Thank you” is long overdue. You have been so instrumental in my life since I went to your workshop on archetypes. That day changed my world. For the first time in my life, I began to see who I am. You taught me to open up to God and the blessings have just been remarkable. In addition, the retreat was awesome. I would like to share with you the healing that happened on Sunday during the healing circle.
As you might remember, I approached you during a break to ask you about why every time I ask God if I could come off my medicine He told me ‘‘to ask Christel.” I had shared earlier that God had healed my fibromyalgia. You asked me “Why didn’t I ask God to heal all of me, physically and emotionally? I believe I weakly told you something like, “I didn’t know.” I do not think you were buying it though.
You also asked me if I had a tribal belief that when we lose someone we love, that we don’t deserve to be happy. I told you about my son, who had passed away and the guilt I carried. After the break, you spoke with the group about losing someone, especially with the holidays approaching. I felt like all my covers had been torn off and I was exposed.
We then joined for the “Energetic Visualization”. It was during this time that I had the most healing experience. I will try to explain, so you will understand all that I felt, it stills leaves me in wonder.
I saw myself dressed normally in the lower left corner of a picture. I saw above me a beautiful blue sky and a wispy white cloud that seem to dance. I felt and saw myself floating upward and the cloud forming. I then saw a white cradle on the cloud and I was kneeling beside it dressed in a white flowing gown. I knew my son, Gregg, was in the cradle even though I could not see him. I felt peace and happiness. Surrounding us was a magnificent set of white wings. I got to stay there for several minutes, and then I felt myself floating down. I did not want to come down and was reaching for Gregg. That is when I saw brown hair and a face at the top of the wings, I knew it was God’s face and he was holding my son.
I felt that I let Gregg go at that moment and knew he was in a place of beauty and security. I could feel the love. I knew God was letting me know that he was taking care of the angel he had lent me. As I came down, I saw a little set of white wings floating to the right above me, with a tiny feather falling toward me. They intrigued me. I could not figure out why they were there, until I saw my six month old son floating to the wings. His body was so perfect; it was as if I could feel myself holding his smooth precious body to mine. No tubes, no breathing machines, no doctors. I felt relief, like by me letting go he finally got his wings and I could move forward.
Throughout my life from time to time, I have received tiny white feathers that would just float out of nowhere. I know now, it was Gregg letting me know that he was near and the feathers were from heaven.
Thank you, Christel from the bottom of my heart. You and Rebecca are truly a gift.
God Bless
Brenda
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